Everyone was wondering how come until today i am not married as I am reaching mid thirties, I have a reason why. I am actually waiting for that particular someone for many years now although I haven't really got the chance to date him out because of some reasons but I am sure he knows that I am waiting for him.. But for now I pray that we would be together one day. I know what stopping him at the moment but I hope he who is a leader would not just listen to any rumours or gossips before finding out the truth. I was upset because when i got to know him he was with someone and I was actually quite closed to his good friend at that time. Its all so complicated and honestly if i had known what future would be I would have avoid certain things. But he remains available and so am I, although rumours spreading that he has been seeing a lady but that will not stop me from hoping till someday when god says he is not meant to be mine I then stop hoping. Still I too has been going out with male friends but deep in my heart i have always wanted to be with this man. Because I think I have that quality to share my life with him. He came into my dream many times for the past years and most of the dream it's just like a story it is not that I think of him all the time that is why i feel my soul is so close to him.
I want to be the perfect wife for him something that most man would not have experience before that is why I keep all this qualities to the one that really deserves. Anyway as i said we plan but only god knows what is best. Amin...
