Expressing MySelf

I have many sexy pictures on my Facebook account , some people like it some complained. But seriously I dont care. I Love expressing myself I dont get to do this before I want people to know the real Sherry... Deep down I am a very sexy person... Most of my ex boyfriends didnt know abt becoz most dont have that great chance to live with me or be in Bed wt me "ahaks". Im in my mid thirties and I feel very confident of myself I am very happy with myself now I feel great at this age. Woman should know how to love themselves appreciate what they have and they will look beautiful naturally.

Sedekah senyuman pada orang sekeliling jangan sesekali kita berlagak sombong nescaya wajah kita akan terpancar hati kita harus bersih. Tapi biasalah sebagai manusia kita tidak dapat lari but ingat pada Allah SWT selalu insyaallah perasaan yang tidak baik akan hilang.

Happy Mothers Day Mum

I would like to wish my dearest Mother a Happy Mothers day... My mother is very different from any mothers out there. A very difficult person to please my cousins all knows about my mum's character sometimes they symphatize me. She makes me do things her way and she will always checked with who Im out with, she do scan my friends too. Maybe because Im the only daughter so cant blame her for being over protective. She is not only my mother she is also a good friend she saw me laugh, cry, happy or sad and if I have any problem that I cant solve normally I will ask her for a solutions and she did give me good advice.....When I was a little girl mum always showered me with expensive gives but at the same times she makes sure Im not spoiled. Ever once when she was admitted to hospital I was all alone I cried and afraid of something might happen to her. As I walked out from the hospital I cried & sat down didnt know what to do I felt lost suddenly theres an old lady came to me she sat by my side & start chatting with me, she ask me to have lunch with her and I did. Seriously Im not sure where the aunty came from but I was touched at the time when I needed someone to talk too Allah swt sent someone. My cousin ramai but as usual tak mahu menyusahkan sesiapa coz I know god will always be there for me. When I was admitted to hospital & felt sick my mum was the one who's been there. She never sleep always wakes up & make sure Im alright. Itulah kasih ibu tiada siapa yang boleh menandinginya.

My mum is very fierce well lets jus say it runs in the family... Jus like my late grandfather no one dares to do anything funny. Me & mum always argue with each other on certain things but after that we become best of friends. I am taking care of her now even though there are time she make me stress... selalu tanya bila kau nak kahwin umur kau dah berapa aku dah tua nak ada cucu.... alamak pening kepala..

Sebagai seorang anak yang baik kita harus senantiasa mendoakan Ibu dan senantiasa memohon agar segala dosa dosa kita dan ibu senantiasa diampunkan Allah SWT. I Love you Mama.... Insyaallah satu hari nanti akan ku bawa mu ke tanah suci Mekah.. amin..

KIDNAPPED

When I read about kids being kidnapped, tortured and abused by people whom they know or they not know it reminds me of my own life threatening story. When I was about 16 Ive been kidnapped by a man who use to come to shop where I worked during my school holidays I was supposed to be home by 10 pm but didnt get there. Was told by the investigator that a couple planned to kidnapped me and they spiked my drink. The next thing I knew when I open my eyes I was in their and I felt like throwing up so I quickly rush to the toilet. In the house I saw a woman but I was too drowsy to notice anything but he then let me sleep in the living room and I kept telling them I wanna go home my parents is waiting for me. They jus ignore me I was feeling very scared and I cried & cried. Masa itu Allah swt sahaja yang tahu perasaan saya terkenangkan Ibu...

At this time my parents went searching for me everywhere they report to the police and a few of my abang saudara (cousins) actually started calling their group of friends to try to locate me everywhere. I ada ramai abang saudara few of them police inspector. At this time all of them including my mum my aunty & uncles semua tak tidur kerana mereka risau kan saya. Malam sudah semakin larut tepat pukul 3 pagi seluruh keluarga Bapa saudara saya mengambil air sembahayang dan solat hajat. At that moment the men who kidnapped me & the lady already felt asleep and me too but eventually dengan juasa Allah swt berkat doa Bapa Saudara saya dan keluarga saya, saya terjaga dan perlahan lahan bangun dan menuju ke pintu untuk membuka pintu but when I went to open the door the gate was locked. Pintu pagar nya di mangga saya sempat mencari cari kunci didalam rumah itu dan saya lihat dia letakkan di atas peti TV, so I took the key but key tu ada banyak I panic coz takut mereka terbangun dan menghalang saya. dengan tidak membuang masa saya cuba sekali membuka tapi tak berjaya menggigil gigil tangan saya kedua kali pun tak berjaya tapi dengan kuasa Allah ketiga kalinya I manage to open the locked.. Alhamdulilah, saya pun apa lagi terus lari keluar dengan kaki ayam tidak sempat mencari kasut but before that I saw he put the money beside the keys at that moment I teringat juga nak naik taxi so I jus took the cash coz i couldnt find my wallet. Saya pun menahan taxi dan terus pulang kerumah ibu saudara menangis nangis at that time its already near to 6 am... my aunty menangis melihat dan terus memeluk saya. My parents jangan cakaplah mereka bersyukur I manage to escaped. The next day we made a police report and I had to go to the hospital for check my parents got call in & the doctors told them they lucky that I was not harmed at all not sure what is their intention probably nak jual I kat luar negara. if not because of solat hajat that was done by my family members tak mungkin saya berada disini. Mungkin juga dengan my family background yang memang kuat agama yang salah satu sebab mereka tidak bisa berbuat tidak baik but Alhamdulilah saya bersyukur dan kerana peristiwa itu jugalah membawa saya berhati hati dengan manusia sekeliling..

Cinta Cyber

My friend use to tell me hey why dont you go into the internet and look for Jodoh coz alot of people meet their soul mate via internet? I look at her & start laughing ..hahahaha what you think I am that desparate?? I socialize and had many contacts in real life so why should I turn to internet to find love.. So when I started Facebook it was all one of my old school mates Idea Khairy (thanks bro) my intention was jus to connect to old friends & families but it then spread from one thing to another...Besides getting in touch with them well since I am quite fond of Politics so tak salah memberi sedikit idea juga di FB.. Get to know new people.. I think part of it also come through from reader from my blog... thank you friends.. So as I make friends and most of us start changing ideas we became close although some tak pernah jumpa. I didnt have any intention to fall in love with anyone because I mean hey we only seen pictures so we dont know who some of them are. But suddenly without my realising I kind of miss this person when he didnt reply my status because before that he was the one who always there for me and so is some of them. But still I think ahhh is jus normal kott.. but then I remember when I wrote something on my wall was about "playing " It was meant to be a Joke & I love teasing the men he responded so nicely that I felt "WOW" so I straight away inbox him "Im Notty?" Jokingly.. he reply I still remember and said "your nice girl & have good heart" "wink" ... so few days later as I was in the office I remember it was raining heavily in December Christmas season normally I kind of feel romantic during this period hehehe dont know why.. I thought of him and I inbox in facebook ask him hey where are you & whats your number coz few time he did tease me about me not giving my fone number. I mean I dont jus give my number to anybody, basically I bukannya suka berbual di telephone I love my own privacy. so then he reply so funny that he too was thinking about me earlier so he then gave his number & I text me him I remember he reply "Ini number you sayang"!! Oh god my heart jus melts suddenly I feel butterfly in my stomach that is when I realised Oh god am I inlove with this person without even seeing him. Strange coz never in my life I would ever imagine these things could happened to me. So I did try to avoid coz maybe its jus something that shouldnt get carried away..But it get more worst after seeing him responding to other ladies and I get more jelous everytime...I mean its jus normal and he knows about it and I think he kind of get angry with me .. seriously I didnt mean at all whats there to be jelous he says he doesnt like it. and I did say something which I think does hurt his feelings... He ever told me " A man in love tends to be sensitives" .. I mean it same goes with woman and its true I mean if a woman tend to push a man to much she would push him away.. but he should then realise I like to joke & playing with my words I mean he use to respond to whatever I wrote before when we are "Friends" suddenly when we started having that so call "feeling" everything become so sensitive...

i kalau marah sekejap saja esok lusa I dah cool down Im ok except something major then I would not want to turn back, but maybe not eveyone like me..:(( we spoke on the fone once he did say he jus afraid when I see him in person I would not want to continue... I understand but no harm to go on I jus wish he could jus stay as what he used to be. Im not sure but I kept thinking about him & sometimes it makes me cry I dont know why but he occupies my heart because I know he is nice person.. Dua kali I mimpi dia pakai baju putih so mesti dia orang baikkan.....I do miss him but if its not meant for you its not meant for you...I wonder why things suddenly turn to unexpected. I never want it to be like that it was not planned you cant force love it comes by itself naturally...Relationship is not only about material I mean ofcoz it does play an important role but true love is priceless.... Its not an easy thing for me to falling love unless that person has got that something special which is the X factor...

KEMANGKATAN DYMM SULTAN JOHOR SULTAN ISKANDAR

Dah lama i tak update my blog but last weekend i heard bad news the demise of Sultan Iskandar Sultan Johor so I think I must write something about Almarhum Tuanku Sultan. Rasa sangat terkilan dan sedih kerana hanya mendapat khabar last minit. Masa ini pula kaki ku terseliuh dan tidak boleh kemana mana ingin aku menziarahi pemakaman Almarhum Tuanku tapi tidak terdaya. Sedih pula desas desus apa bila mendengar ada sesetengah pihak cuba membuat tohmahan dan fitnah terhadap Almarhum disalah sebuah blog that was told by my others FB friends. Sebagai manusia kita tidak seharusnya menilai seseorang sedangkan kita sendiri tidak mengenali mereka secara peribadi "ANd Thats BAD" ...lagi pula manusia itu sudah meninggal dunia sepatutnya kita sebagai orang Islam sedekah kan fatihah. Coz Allah SWT melihat dan balasan tetap ada kepada sesiapa yang tidak mempunyaii hati naluri yang bersih..



Bebalik kepada ALmarhum Tuanku Sultan, saya menangis kerana kali ini langsung tidak mengetahui Tuanku gering becoz normally I will jus text Dato Z if Tuanku is ok and that I sent my regards. Pada hari Jumaat itu before getting ready to meet my dearest sister Puteri Astrini rasa hati memang tidak sedap I did wrote on my Facebook status ternyata semua benar. Sehingga hari ini saya masih mengenangkan Almarhum Tuanku dan berdoa.

Walaupun Baginda nampak bengis tetapi Baginda sangat prihatin kepada rakyat jelata. Pernah sekali semasa kita dijemput untuk bersantap bersama Baginda disalah sebuah Restaurant selesai sahaja salah seorang Dato went to settle the bills and when Baginda heard the total cost of the bill about more then a thousand he told me "Mahal juga untuk orang yang tidak berkemampuan mereka tak sepatutnya meletak harga begitu tinggi kalau saya memang tak kisah tapi macam mana kalau rakyat yang tak berkemampuan tapi teringin hendak merasa" apa jua yang Almarhum Tuanku lakukan pasti he will think of the rakyat first. Pernah juga satu ketika dijemput untuk menyaksikan "shooting competition" bersama baginda, apabila baginda ternampak beberapa orang penonton sedang berjemur dikawasan panas baginda terus memanggil pengawal supaya diberikan air kepada penonton tersebut. I was so touched by his way selama ini I always think that he is a fierce person and unapproachable but in the end Allah SWT showed me that Almarhum Tuanku is a very special person and he really cares for the rakyat...Once Almarhum Tuanku juga dengan sabar menungguku selama 2 jam kerana ada perkara yang inginku sembahkan. Bila ku tiba walaupun rasa takut tapi Almarhum Tuanku hanya tersenyum dan bergurau..Baginda memang gemar bergurau.

I have not met Almarhum Tuanku for quite sometime becoz of my busy schedule & he is busy with his life so I thought everything is fine only once when I was on Europe trip that I got a call from Dato Z coz Baginda ingin bertanya khabar dan kirim salam. Nomally if pulang Johor I will just visit my brother Tengku Bakar & wifey di Istana TAB.

The reason why I wrote this is because I want them to know that Almarhum Tuanku is a Sultan who cares about his rakyat so much.. Manusia mana yang tidak buat kesilapan bila masa muda but as a Sultan he did a great Job. Baginda adalah orang yang sangat tegas and alot of people respect him for what he is. He is a no nonsense that is what a Sultan should be!! Kita kalau tak kenal orang tu personally we cannot jus menghukum orang sesuka hati.

Without Almarhum Tuanku now is not going to be easy but i hope DYMM Sultan Ibrahim will carry on his father legacy.

Daulat Tuanku!!

MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD

Pop icon Michael Jackson dead at 50
AFP - Friday, June 26
LOS ANGELES (AFP) - - Michael Jackson died on Thursday after suffering a cardiac arrest, sending shockwaves sweeping across the world and tributes pouring in for the tortured music icon revered as the "King of Pop."
Jackson, 50, collapsed at his rented mansion in the exclusive Los Angeles neighborhood of Holmby Hills and was rushed to hospital by paramedics before being pronounced dead at 2:26 pm (2126 GMT).
Jackson, one of the most influential figures in pop music history whose four-decade career included the highest-selling album of all-time, "Thriller," had been preparing for a concert comeback in London next month he had dubbed "the final curtain."
News of Jackson's death triggered an outpouring of grief as shocked pop music superstars, foreign governments and devoted fans paid tribute to the troubled star who struggled to rebuild his career after a 2005 acquittal for child abuse.
Los Angeles County Coroner's spokesman Lieutenant Fred Corral said an autopsy would likely be carried out on Friday and would not speculate on the exact cause of death.
Jackson's brother Jermaine, the family's official spokesman, later revealed physicians had battled for more than an hour to revive the star after his arrival at the UCLA Medical Center before he was pronounced dead.
"Our family requests that the media please respect our privacy during this tough time," Jermaine Jackson said. "May Allah be with you, Michael, always."
As the sun began to sink over Los Angeles, a coroner's office helicopter bearing Jackson's body took off from the UCLA Medical Center, where hundreds of media and fans had gathered throughout the day.
Meanwhile police motorcycle riders surrounded Jackson's gated mansion as crowds of tourists and fans gathered, snapping photographs of the property's wrought iron gates.
Pop diva Madonna was among dozens of celebrities who struggled to cope. "I can't stop crying over the sad news," the singer said in a statement. "The world has lost one of the greats, but his music will live on forever!"
British Foreign Secretary David Miliband also posted his thoughts on micro-blogging site Twitter. "Never has one soared so high and yet dived so low. RIP Michael," Miliband wrote.
Lana Brown, a 49-year-old tourist from Dallas, broke down in tears as she digested the news. "Right today I can't believe we might have lost the best entertainer this world has ever seen," she told AFP.
Jackson's death came as the singer prepared to make a keenly anticipated concert comeback in London, his first series of shows in more than a decade and the first since his 2005 child molestation trial.
However those concerts were thrown into doubt after Jackson pushed back the opening dates last month, although organizers insisted the delay was not linked to Jackson's health.
Randy Phillips of concert backers AEG Live said at the time: "I would trade my body for his tomorrow. He's in fantastic shape."
But Jackson attorney and family spokesman Brian Oxman said he had harbored concerns over the singer's condition, revealing that he had taking prescription medication as he prepared for his comeback.
Oxman compared Jackson's fate to the overdose death of Playboy centerfold Anna-Nicole Smith, voicing concern over "enablers" in his entourage.
"The people who have surrounded him have been enabling him... if you think that the case of Anna-Nicole Smith was an abuse, it was nothing to what we have seen in Michael Jackson's life," Oxman told CNN.
"When you warn people that this is what's going to happen and then it happens -- where there's smoke there's fire."
While Jackson ruled the charts and dazzled audiences with electric dance moves like the backwards "moonwalk" in the 1980s, his once-stellar career was overshadowed by his colorful public behavior, his startling physical transformation and multiple allegations of child abuse.
Jackson lived as a virtual recluse following his 2005 acquittal on charges including child molestation and plotting to kidnap his young accuser.
Despite his acquittal, the trial was a body blow from which the pop music superstar, who named his ranch for Peter Pan's "Neverland" of perpetual childhood and furnished it with Disney-inspired rides, struggled to recover.
Four years later, Jackson was still worshipped by fans for revolutionizing music, dance and music videos at the peak of his success.
The attention paid to him in recent years was less flattering, focusing on apparent cosmetic surgery -- which he denies -- his baby dangling antics and a decade of swirling child abuse allegations.
Born on August 29, 1958, Jackson made his show business debut with four of his older brothers in the Jackson Five pop group, and went on to lead the stage clan with a piping soprano and dazzling dance moves.
By 1969, the group had signed a contract with Motown Records, becoming one of the last great acts to emerge from the legendary label.
The Jacksons produced seven platinum singles for Motown, selling over a million, and three multi-platinum albums, selling more than two million. They moved to CBS's Epic Records in 1976.
Despite the early success, Jackson was to recall those years as unhappy and lonely ones. Eventually the family act broke up, as Jackson went solo.
In 1979, Quincy Jones produced Jackson's first solo album for Epic, "Off the Wall," a huge disco-oriented success that sold 10 million copies.
They teamed up again in 1982 for what would be Jackson's breakthrough album as a composer and co-producer, "Thriller," which became the top-selling album of all time, with sales exceeding 41 million.
Jones reacted with shock after being informed of Jackson's death Thursday.
"I'm absolutely devastated at this news," he said. "I just don't have the words. Divinity brought our souls together and allowed us to do what we could do through the '80s," Jones said.
"To this day that music is played in every corner of the world, and the reason is because he had it all -- talent, grace, and professionalism. I've lost my little brother today and part of my soul has gone with him."

I love his music and he has got this great personality. Very sad to hear about his death. His a Legend..Berysukur kerana dia telah menjadi seorang Muslim sebelum dia meninggalkan dunia ini. I remember when many years ago Princess Diana passed away I felt so devastated no is Michael. I grew up with his music.. I love you Michael may your soul rest in Peace. ALfatihah..

New Years Eve Pic

I love this pic of myself was taken last late last year during New Years Eve was having dinner with someone at that time.. It was a bit sexy the dress but when I walk into the restaurants everyone was looking at me and the funny part is my friend was approached by some people jus greeting us while we were sitting down having dinner. It was ok maybe they appreciate us.