Sad Days...

I was very upset for the past couple of months because I loose a deal that cost 15K well thats a lot of money you know for me atleast.. I was working very hard for it but in the end someone else took over its really pathetic.. And now didn't feel like doing anything at the moment. I prayed last night and reading surah yassin just want to be with God.. I have alot of commitment so that is why the deal really mean alot to me. But I understand bukan rezeki, my aunty came last weekend and I told her about it but she says "its ok don't give up mungkin bukan rezeki kita" so after hearing that I felt abit better. My luck was very good during the beginning of the year after that slowly it when downhill but alhamdulilah I still got my job. Few weeks ago my friend brought me to a shop that was selling all those stones like Jade etc, the owner a chinese was good at fortune telling so he look at my face and told me that I am facing a tough time now and that now one is helping me I have to go through it all alone but so he told me not to cover my forehead and get a hair cut. Well ofcozlah we can't believe so much on this sort of things especially a Muslim like me but just to take precautions.... But insyaallah give me another few weeks to get back into shape...