A Gift

My friend just came back from Australia and he bought me a small souvenier Opal with a Koala Bear necklace. Isnt it sweet!!! This is suppose to be one of my lucky gemstone so really appreciate it. We had dinner in Clarke Quay overlooking the river was quite nice. He has been a dear friend of mind for 3 years now and he might be going back to Autralia soon.

DATO' HAJAH SHEILA MAJID

I am always a big fan of Sheila Majid since her first album pengemis muda it was my cousin Sherry Myrna spotted her music video's on TV while she was singing pengemis muda. Sheila cute sangat masa tu. My whole family minat kat Sheila we never missed going to all her concerts and almost all Album Sheila kite semua mesti beli. If she announced album nak keluar all of us would get ready to buy. She has got a great voice and her music has create a great impact on me. I must listen to her CD most of the time and the only Malay CD that I currently own. Lagu lagu seperti dalam Album Cinta Kita such as Getaran Cinta, CInta kita and other album songs like Jujur sahaja, Cinta jangan kau pergi, Ku Mohon ( I sure cry if I listen to this song) and ofcoz Aku Cinta Pada Mu (I dedicate this one to someone!!)

These are what we call quality singers that can never be replaced!!!

LONDON TRIP

Brittania Hotel

Bond Street

These picture was taken when i was in London few years ago, I was going out with somebody at that time and was not in the picture. I had my relatives Sharifah Azizah Almashoor accompanying me. It was great I got to go shopping and I actually brought back alot of clothing which I still keep & wear till today, Most of them are sexy dress but my ex-boyfriend at that time not allowed me to dress too sexy, If he saw nice dress that I bought he will go " Where you wanna go with that dress??" Some of the dresses & tops I don't even wear still in my wardrobe. We took a business class flight and I always have someone looking after me when I was there, but something went wrong all of a sudden and I had to leave, i didn't want to leave because Azizah told me to stay at her place because she is staying in London so that we could take the train to Paris but my Passport was taken by them and they want to make sure I'm home safe. When i was in the business class flight coming back to KLIA I was sitted with a Chinese Malaysian Lady she was very nice & we chatted the whole journey. She was talking about politics about Anwar Ibrahim & Tun Mahathir (that time Tun was still the PM) all of a sudden she was mentioning about a Royalty which she says is divorce right now and that she wanted to introduce me to this person, I was smiling at her all the way. I forgot to take down her number maybe I should have. She's quite elderly and she always does her shopping in Paris. I wish i could do that no need to work just shopping.. Hahaha!!

ME, BRO & FRIENDS

YAM Tengku Bakar he is my brother, he and his wife Puteri Astrini has been a great influence in my life. They saw me laughing,crying and dreaming hehehe! They always worried coz I masih belum berkahwin (not get married) he tried to match make me with someone but we are not fated to be together. I love them both and their beautiful children, mereka punya hati yang sangat mulia although mereka Royal Blood but they are humble people. I couldn't visit them in Johor right now coz I got things to do. Maybe one of these days.. P/S Sorry sis I not have your foto to paste only your husband should take a few later.


My dear friend Shireen wiht her ex Davide at the KLCC during the Fomula 1 season

This are all my old friends teh one on the left is Leslie he is doing really well now, he is involved in multi million dollar IT company and Daryl Yong ( have not seen him for many years) and Edward this guy is a Malaysian but been in SIngapore for years alot of people not like his attitude but for me he is nice no problem.

Amy Search - Isabella

Isabella adalahKisah cinta dua dunia,

Mengapa kita berjumpaNamun akhirnya terpisah
Siang jadi hilangDitelan kegelapan malam
Alam yang terpisahMelenyapkan sebuah kisah,
Terbayang lambaianmuSalju terbakar kehangatan
Dunia di penuhiWarna berseri bunga cinta
Kita yang terlenaHingga musim berubah
Mentari menyepiBernyalalah api cinta

Dia IsabellaLambang cinta yang lara

Terpisah keranaAdat yang berbeza

Cinta gugur bersamaDaun daun kekeringan

Haluan hidupkuTerpisah dengan Isabella

Tapi aku terpaksaDemi cintaku Isabella

Moga dibukakanPintu hatimu untukku

Akan terbentang jalanAndainya kau setiaOh! Isabella,

Whenever I listen to this song it reminds me of my teenage years and one chapter of my life, when I was still it secondary four. This particular song was a major hit during those days it was sung by the most popular group from malaysia "Search" and the lead singer Amy normally they call him Amy Search.

I was reluctant to post it on my blog but what the hack it is something memorable to me. When I first met Amy when he was having a month long show in Singapore, masa tu lagu Isabella belum keluar lagilah. If I am not mistaken lagu Rozana was a hit. I am not a big fan of rock group at all but because everyone in school kept talking about "Amy and group Search" I was curious then one day masa baru pulang dari sekolah I saw an advertisement in the papers about Search playing in one of the club, I pun call that club saja suka suka tak sangka pulak I dapat berbual dengan Amy. I got excited then Amy told me that he was staying in one of his promoter house in Tampines so asking me to visit him and he says no worries coz ramai peminat dia selalu datang bersembang. Then the next day in school I told my friend Suzana about me talking to Amy Search lah, dia pulak yang excited to make the story short I bawa Suzanna pergi jumpa Amy Search yelah takkan i nak pergi seorang diri. I remember I was wearing a red top with a pink tight jeans later Amy fetch us under the block I was shock to see him in person coz he so look so petite for a man but cute looking especially his eyes. So he invite us to his apartment upstairs memang ramai peminat in the house then we met the rest of the group members Hillary, Din, Nasser and another drummer I lupa nama siapa (sorry)! Then at that time coincidently Amy juga ada seorang peminat setia her name also call Rozana according to what I heard she has been quite closed to amy ever since he arrived Hmm sama macam lagu Rozzana yang di nyanyikan. She quite pretty but then amy told me she was just a fan. I went a few times to visit Amy together with my school mates (siapa lagi I lah yang bawa mereka). To my surprise rupanya some of the band members and his friends told Amy that I am proud and sombong. I pun tak tahu maybe its just me coz I memang jenis yang tak suka cakap banyak.

So later Amy brought me out have lunch and went to peninsula plaza and some other places he was looking for a denim jeans. while we were walking around the shops we bump into some of my school mates the next day rumours start spreading in my school. I kena usik sampai dalam kelas but for me personally I never think of Amy as a star he is like a closed friend. I pun tak faham kenapa budak budak tu suka mengusik until my teacher got to know. Amy & I went out together to some places etc, well when I went out with him biasalah dia ramai peminat masa itu pula memang dia tengah hot dan duda. And my mother never comment about me going out with Amy's my mum seems to trust him even then she brought me to watched his show in the club and ask Amy to keep an eye on me. The best part Amy ever fetched me from school he waited for me at the school gate kecoh satu sekolah but all my school mates walked together with us. Amy was very friendly and everyone got excited seeing him especially the girls. But I am just normal don't even think of him as a star because as I mention earlier I not intersted Rock Band. Then the day came when he supposed to leave, I was quite sad after school I had to meet him before he leaves, I went home and changed he called and told me that he will wait for me downstairs at the apartment bila i sampai ramai peminat Search that wanted to sent them off, Amy was there waiting for me ada juga peminat wanita yang kelihatan agak marah bila nampak I but itu biasalah.

Ada satu masa tu Amy got caught because of drugs i was so divastated because don't want my mum to think bad about him but he mention that he got nothing to do with it.

After that we met occasionally in Singapore when he was doing his recording under M.Nasir if I am not mistaken Album Mentari Merah DiUfuk Timur (Forgive me if I'm wrong). I followed him to the studio once and met composer M. Nasir personally teringat lagi M Nasir tersenyum melihat aku duduk di sofa mungkin mendatangkan idea untuknya haha!. Amy also took me to watch Lefthanded concert here in Singapore again my school mates saw I think some of them took some pictures. Pernah sekali tu he call my home in the morning masa tu I tak pegi sekolah malas nak bangung, my mum answered and told him I was sleeping he then said 'Dia tak pergi sekolah ke?" so funny!! Anyway he still owe me a pearl necklace from Sarawak hehehe!!

Then Hari raya me & my cousin went to visit Amy in JB, met his late mum,dad & Nabila masa tu masih kecil she called me Aunty then in the evening Amy went to my aunty's house in skudai kecoh satu kampung. Tapi Amy ni busy selalu ada orang invite dia for hari raya so I kena tunggu my turn. Then one day Amy called me I was walking around Pasar malam at Uda my cousin Juli berlari cari I kat uda and told me to get ready Amy is fetching me to watched Man Bai's concert in JB, At that time he just bought a new Citreon car in the car he played so many times a song he just recorded I remembered I ask Amy " kenapa you asyik repeat jer lagu ni" Then he jokingly told me that this is your song rupanya lagu itu "Isabella" that time album belum pun belum released but I think they actually finish recording. When I first listen to it I didn't quite like the song but later when the song becomes a hits hmm barulah I perasan bertapa Istimewa nyer lagu itu.

So bila I balik JB semua jiran near my aunt house mengusik saying Isabella tu lagu awak ker? Maybe because tehy saw Amy ever coming over to visit me and coincidently memang nama samaran I "Iza" so apalagi mereka mengusik. I should say we are quite closed and later I heard alot of gossips about him apparently we grew apart because I was still schooling and he was there and I am here....Dia pula ramai peminat wanita sometimes when I call his home mesti ada peminat wanita yang angkat fone siap gosokkan baju lagi...

Amy did told me about our differences coz he is afraid that one day I might look for someone with different status & backgrounds, which Is true what he says coz I actually had seen other things in life but I really thankfull for that great memories and the song Isabella have always been a special one for me. I am glad he finds happiness in duniawi and ukhrawi. Alhamdullilah... the story happens many years back I wrote this in my blog because few days ago my ex schoolmate Suzana was mentioning about Amy & his restaurants and we started talking about old times. Amy has always been a nice person & I adore him he respects the elderly too. I am glad he found someone that can be with him forever insyaallah. To Amy all the best of luck insyaallah one day I go visit your restaurant...

COUSINS.......

This picture was taken when we were in Studebakers one of the club in Singapore


Noraza's wedding day now she have three kids the rest of the ladies behind are my cousin's



My Cousin Myrna Owner of Spa Indrani Kuala Lumpur this picture ws taken during our hang out in Studebakers the lady in the middle is the daughter of the club owner.




Was taken during our trip to KL both my cousin Sherry Myrna & Siti Murni a Shangrilla Hotel lobby now both of them married with kids.

Again three of us in Studebakers we always at the VIP Lounge...

Ini semua gambar lama semua masih anak dara sunti oops no except for Sherry Myrna in the middle that time she already married to her ex hubby Mr David Kentucky (Dia ni CHinese tapi nama American). But David was very popular in the night scene during those days and if he is around at the club with my cousin drinks would be on him. The one sitting down in the middle Azizah passed away.

Christmas party in Brix

These are picture of my cousin's. This is only half of them not include everyone.

Cousin I ramai ini baru separuh they are from my mother side. My father side have not taken any some of them are in Switzerkand, UK, Australia & Canada.

MY OLD BABY PHOTOGRAPH

Celebrating my birthday!! My mum always organise a birthday party for me..

Picture of me when I was a baby, I cried when i look at my baby pictures because we just never know how our lives are going to be when we grow up. But I really appreciate & love my mum alot because she has been a good mother despite her nagging at me... Very cute right?!! yeh would love to have my own..

Me In the News

Me in the middle appearing in one of local Newspaper during Miss Singapore Pageant, its not very clear and sorry about that but I'm sure you can spot me the one with big hair style ... hehehe ...I wonder where most of them are right now we definitley had great fun but theres always cat fight!!

BOTOX AND FILLERS

How Botox Works

Botox combats wrinkles that are created when nerve cells within the muscles beneath the skin release a chemical called acetylcholine. This chemical triggers a muscle contraction that creates wrinkles. The Botox product, medically known as Botulinum Toxin Type A, is an injectable compound that disrupts the release of acetylcholine, which essentially paralyzes the muscle and stops the contraction. Results are fully evident within one week after treatment and remain for a minimum of three months.
Botox typically reduces wrinkles by 80 percent. Patients are typically between the ages of 35 and 60. Results vary among individual cases, and the results are temporary. You will need to plan for additional injections, depending on your long-term treatment goals.

The Botox Procedure
Botox injection is performed in the doctor's office, usually without anesthesia. However, a numbing cream may be applied to the treatment area. Patients may experience some minimal discomfort from the needle injection. Depending on the extent of treatment, the procedure can take a few minutes up to 20 minutes. Generally, patients return home shortly after the treatment is complete.
The selection of injection points is critical to the success of the procedure. The points of injection are first scored with a marking pencil. The doctor may select numerous injection points for each location to be treated. These points may not be located on the wrinkle itself, but at the area where the muscle contracts. Antiseptic is also applied.
The doctor will then determine the amount of Botox to be used for the procedure.
The Botox filler is then injected into the marked points beneath the skin. The toxins in Botox fasten to the muscles' nerve endings, which inhibits the release of the chemical acetylcholine. This will stop the muscle contractions that wrinkle the skin.
Results are usually evident within one week and last about three to five months.

FAT FILLERS
If you want to plump up sunken cheekbones, fill in stubborn facial lines, or create more supple lips, you may want to consider fat injections.
Fat injections are a popular short-term solution to temporarily improve the appearance of hollow cheeks, thin lips, an aging forehead, eyes, and scars. There is no need for concern about a foreign substance in your body, the fat used in the injection is taken directly from another area of your body.
Ideal Candidates
People who use fat injections may be any age. The best candidates for fat injections are well educated about the procedure and fully able to comply with aftercare instructions. Repeated treatments may be necessary — good candidates are prepared for multiple sessions in order to achieve their desired results. In order to be a candidate for fat injections, patients must have excess fat in another part of the body to harvest the fat injection from.
The Procedure
The procedure is performed in the doctor's office under local anesthesia. Patients may experience minimal discomfort from the needle injection. Depending on the extent of treatment, the procedure can take from 30 to 90 minutes. Patients return home shortly after the procedure is finished.
First, an antiseptic is applied to two areas: the location of the fat to be removed from your body, and the target areas that will receive the fat injection.
Fat cells are then removed from the buttocks, stomach, or thighs with a syringe or cannula (a thin hollow tube) that is connected to a vacuum device.
After the fat cells are suctioned, they are processed and purified by the doctor. The fat is then injected beneath the skin into the target area. A bandage may be applied at this time.
Results are fully evident within one week. Fat fillers never result in 100 percent improvement of wrinkles, scars, hollow cheeks, or thinned lips; nor are the results permanent. Results can last as little as a few weeks or as long as one year.
Transplanted fat cells will die without blood supply within three to four days at body temperature. It takes three to four days until the first capillaries are reaching the injected fat cells. Therefore, the "take" of fat cells is always a gamble; some survive forever, while most of them don't take and are reabsorbed in the body.
Recovery
After the procedure, patients may experience rather strong swelling and some bruising. The swelling may last for several weeks or months. The treated area may appear reddish in color within the first 48 hours. Scabs may form as well. Most often, normal activities can be resumed immediately. Patients are advised to stay out of the sun. Unmanageable pain or symptoms that are progressive or abnormal should be reported to the doctor immediately.
Complications and Risk
Complications are possible with any medical procedure; however, complications from fat injections are typically minimal. Complications may include uneven texture of the skin, infection, abscess, and scarring. In some cases, the area may be overfilled or underfilled.

I have got this info from the Consumer & Guide of Plastic Surgery website. Theres always the risk if you want to look beutifull. I walk pass a beauty clinic in Orchard Road and saw alot of people mostly ladies queing just to get their face done. So I am not surprise that most of them out there don't actually have that natural beauty I should say it's all fake. But I would strongly recommend to much older woman because I think it is necessary for them to have that self confidence at all times. I have never tried doing botox or fillers before because I am satisfied with what I have and not want to change any of it but maybe when I grow abit older maybe I would consider. My brother in Kuala Lumpur has got all the contacts of doctors and beautician who specialist in Botox he kept asking me to try, he has done it but whenever I looked at him I will start laughing because it becomes so unnatural. But ofcoz I didn't tell him as I not want him to get upset. Seriously if we intend to do it we should go to those certified doctors or beautician becuase we defintiely don't want our face to turn out ugly.

YATIM PIATU (ORPHAN)

They are my nephew & nieces (my late cousins children) they lost both of their parents few years ago. First was their mother Azizah she felt sick after giving birth to her third child Irfan. The late Azizah was very closed to me she understand my character very well and she always there for me no matter what happened. And she knows what I've gone through. Kita sangat rapat semasa kecil lagi, normally it was always the three of us me, Azizah and her sister Kartina. They are the most trustworthy person in the entire world i must say.

It was a tragic, their mother passed away three years ago duirng the first day of the fasting month. She had this growth in her stomach which she don't even realised but theres already a sign like she lost her hair drastically and her period doesn't stop flowing. i didn't know exactly what happen but one day she called me because of some issues regarding about my male cousin she then told me that she felt something in her tummy and that she always feel fool after a eating just a few spoonfull. Then I asked her maybe you not eat fruits enough because she don't like eating vegetables and fruits only certain type of fruits she will eat and that's not very healthy. But she denied and told me something not right. So I thought it wasn't serious until her sister called me up & mention about her tummy grows bigger and that the doctor says its already in a serious stage which cannot be help. I was devastated and kept thinking about her three children, they are so adorable and too young to loose a mother. Her sister told me not to mention about this to Azizah because they not want to upset her but I guess she knew whats going on. I kept calling her and give her advice via sms I said "don't worry Allah SWT is there for you be strong and everyone will go thru this too" They were living in JB so two weeks before her death she forced me to come over and actually asked her husband who is working in Singapore to fetch me from home. So that morning her husband came and fetched me & my mum, when I arrived my aunty"s home I can see her tummy becomes big and she look rather helpless. Sedih melihat keadaannya dan jauh disudut hati saya tahu dia tidak akan lama didunia ini tapi dia punya semangat untuk hidup puas juga berubat sana sini tapi sudah kehendak takhdir. I spent sometime with her when I was there then I remembered two weeks later me & my mum thought of visiting her again but then we got caught up with something else. Before that I actually dreamnt of Azizah, she came to me & said she will leave this world I told my mum & her sister about my dream it was like telling me whats going to happen. According to them the day before she died she couldn't even walk properly anymore & they sent her to one Ustaz a (muslim priest) The Ustaz ask her did you see anything now she says yes she saw three man wearing white and one of them asking her to follow him and to everyone surprised she spoke in Arabic fluently when she doesn't even actually know the language at the three man that she claimed to see, later exactly pass midnight one of her sister Juliana called my handfone I already prepared for the bad news yes Azizah passed away. I was sad and everyone too because she left her three beautifull children as they are still a baby how unfortunate. Mereka bertiga hanya melihat mayat ibu mereka terbaring diruang tamu dan mungkin mereka juga musykil lalu mereka mencium dahi ibu mereka tapi dengan kusa Allah mereka memahami yang ibu mereka tidak akan kembali lagi.

Then one year later I was having diner in boat quay with my friend Juliana called and told me Wan (Almarhum Azizah husband) met with an accident and he died on the spot, I was so shocked because the kids just lost their mother about a year ago and now its their beloved father. Wan suami Azizah juga rapat dengan ku mereka suami isteri selalu menemani sekiranya aku punya masaalah sekarang mereka sudah tiada hanya tinggal kenangan. Mereka meninggalkan tiga anak anak comel yang masih kecil tapi kita semua redha memang sudah ketentuan Ilahi. Walaupun mereka kecil tapi mereka faham yang ibu bapa mereka tidak akan kembali lagi. But my Aunty's and cousins are taking care of them right now. Alhamdullilah mereka tidak susah kerena Azizah mempunyaii ramai adik beradik (my cousins) so they actually all took over the responsiblities. Memang tidak mudah menjaga anak yatim piatu perlu ada banyak kesabaran.

Datuk Ibrahim Hussein Dies

Artist Ibrahim Hussein dies
KUALA LUMPUR: Artist Datuk Ibrahim Hussein, affectionately known as “Ib,” died of a heart attack at the Pantai Medical Centre here at 4am Thursday. He was 72-years-old.
He leaves behind wife Sim Hussein and daughter Alia. His funeral is expected to be held this afternoon.
The widely-recognised artist is perhaps better known outside Malaysia, with one international critic describing abstract work as “futuristic and it is through a distinctive ordering of lines that he expresses differing complexities of form and dimensions.”
Ib used a medium he called “‘printage”’ - a mixture of printing and collage.
He was also founder of the Ibrahim Hussein Museum and Cultural Foundation in Langkawi.

Alfatehah buat Datuk Ibrahim Hussein yang meninggal dunia. Unexpected but a big lost to the country. Although i met him only once for dinner at the bankers club together with his wife Datin Sim Hussein long time ago I describe him as a very humble man. He has got a very unik hairstyle. I didn't know most of them at the dinner table but because I was invited by my close friend I jsut followed. Most of the guest were VIP's Sultan Pahang's daughter & her husband were also sitted at our table. lama dah cerita ni lebih kurang 10 years ago I don't keep intouch anymore coz I'm hardly in KL but still saddened by the news.

ISTERI UNTUK SUAMI KU

Siapa yang menonton sinteron Isteri untuk Suami sudah pasti akan menangis dan merasaaii keperitan seorang wanita yang harus melalui pelbagai cabaran. Kerana cinta dan rasa kasih sayang beliau sanggup berkorban apa sahaja demi kebahagiaan orang tersayang. I watched the last episod last night and this story is telling you about sacrifices or in malay pengorbanan yang harus dilakukan oleh wanita demi suami dan orang orang yang sangat dicintaii. Alya yang sanggup mencarikan Isteri untuk suaminya hanya kerana beliau tidak boleh melahirkan zuriat mungkin tidak rmai wanita yang sanggup berbuat demikian, tapi didalam agama Islam memang diharuskan suami bernikah lagi sekiranya mampu. Sekiranya saya sendiri insyaallah saya rela tetapi dengan syarat suami harus mampu memberikan nafkah zahir dan batin dengan adil. Didalam dunia ini manusia tidak harus ada rasa tamak kerana segala yang terjadi adalah dugaan dari Allah SWT. Dan saya pasti ramai wanita yang lebih membuat pengorbanan dari segala aspect. Ramai lelaki yang tidak jujur dari segala perbuatan itu yang membuatkan rumahtangga tidak kekal. Well mungkin wanita juga begitu but normally its all because of a man that the woman becomes what she is. Tapi kita juga harus memiliki Istri atau suami yang punya akal dan beragama itu yang penting.

Kesabaran juga sangat perlu untuk mengenali seseorang bukan sekadar luaran sahaja.

I personally don't mind to share husband the reason at least we have friends to share our problems. As a wife sometimes we cannot be that perfect so by sharing we able to lessen our burden. Because sometimes I do need time for myself and do my own things too. And I know that some husband they need space to do their own stuff and not many woman understands that. Saya dapat merasaii perasaan wanita seperti Alya dan Reva didalam Sinetron itu kerana saya juga wanita dan amat sensitive.

Party Animal??!!

I used to party quite frequently but now I kind of tone down alot.. There were few happening places like Chinoiseries, Scandals, Studebakers etc. In KL I used to party a place called Base 2 and few other interesting clubs. The crowd are much more interesting in during those days. Tow of the ladies in the pic ae my cousins both of them are already married with kids except for me. I party but I don't drink just coca cola or fruit punch smoke well occasionally but not anymore. I love to dance on the dance floor and prefer R&B music. Dancing is also good its a form of excercising. I met so many friends some of whom drives nice cars like Rolls Royce, Jaguar Sports, BMW, Lamborghini, Porsche etc well even have friends driving Toyota or Honda and Proton, I don't drive but normally just Tumpang (get alift). It was fun I had a great fun sometimes during the evening time what we do is that we meet up in Grand Hyatt at this cafe called the Melting Pot. ( where I normally patronize). You'd be surprise besides all the who's who you actually got to meet alot of well known celebraties there too. Once I actually saw this Hong Kong Actress with her Tycoon boyfriend at that time sitting at the cafe, her boyfriend was looking at my side most time and she notices but she's pretty in person very tall & slim well ofcoz people do look at her too. I was always with a friend of mine a Chinese Businessman we have been friends for many years & not once he 's rude to me infact he took care of me very well until people thought we are lovers and I actually broke up with my ex boyfriend because of being seen with him which is not fair. Malay man always have this kind of sick mentality...

Then I would dress up for the occassions and you can see alot of ladies & gentleman wearing branded stuff like Versace & Chanel mostly but I always make sure that I make an outstanding & elegant appearance as it is very important. The stuff working in places where I patronize mistaken me as a Princess from somewhere until later after they got to know me close enough they realised I am just a normal & humble human being. Some of the party goers might

don't like me because they thought I am very bitchy not only that some even accused me of being a party animal just because they saw me in most famous clubs wt some big spenders around town but this world is pretty small in the end we all becomes good & best of friends after knowing each other. Just like Ronald Mukri ( ex manager of Hard Rock Cafe)he passed away already I remember my friend told me that Ronald Mukri was the the one who called me Party Animal, I was so mad because how could he say such things when he hardly know who I am but then later we became friends and from then on everytime he saw me he will sure come and talk to me. the last time I met him in KL in one of the club in Bangsar. He gave me his name card but later that year I was shocked to learned about his death.

I have experience great deal and met so many different type of people but one thing for sure I lwys take care of myself because of my family background as my parents are very strict and I am glad that people surrounded me have always seems to be quite protective over me that is why it is better if we not to just mix around with any tom,dick or harry. We have to choose our friends because friends play a very important influence in our life too. Make sure its good not bad.

BUSY DAY!!

Been very busy this few days as my company is preparing for their 10th Anniversary. The so call events will be held 3rd March at The Ritz Carlton Hotel. Had some calls from landlords they can sometimes get on your nerves. You see it is not easy to become a property agent there are times when you actually had to invest certain amount of money for the advertisments and so on before anything else. People will always have that kind of thinking that we earn alot & that our Job is easy well let me tell that it is not, theres alot of commitment & stress. As a very dedicated agent I have to ensure that my client is satisfied with everything because if they are not its going to be a problem of people not the trusting in you in future.

Modelling & Miss Singapore Pageant

Was taken during Miss Singapore Pageant...

MARRIED WITH THIRD WIFE?!!!

I just heard rumours speculating that one of my male friend going to get married to 3rd wife??? Unbelievable. Well maybe he can afford it but really its a shocking to me if the rumours is true...
I think if I mention his name most Malaysian will know who is this guy. I knew him many years back while I'm in Hard Rock Cafe, he was standing there staring at me and I can see his white hair.. We became friends and he was a humble person maybe still am. Ever he did ask me to go on a trip long time ago but well for me I only do that if he is my confirm serious boyfriend or husband. He's a very soft spoken & someone that I can communicate with but I can feel that there was no sparks to get serious with this guy. I am not sure why coz maybe he wasn't my type and also because he's married but I thought he only with one wife at that time as I am not interested to get myself involve with a married man. But to my surprise he actually told me later that he got two wives, I was like "Oh my god"!! And i thank god for protecting me because no wonder I felt more close to him as friends than lovers. Furthermore his character & mine
were totally the opposites. Now he is getting married to a third wife I don't understand how would some woman willingly except such proposals maybe desparate or just because off $$$. For me $$$$ is secondary just make sure he is not a married man coz if he is I don't mind being friend but not more than that.

Before this I ever came across the same thing this guy actually married but didn't even tell me about it. Many times he proposed to me but I kind of rejected telling him i wasn't ready which is true as I was enjoying life and he even came to my house to " masuk meminang" but my mum wasn't at home he got upset. later he then told me that he was already married with kids and that he also taking another wife. But still he ask me again one day while having coffee that he
wants to marry me then I told him " If you marry me it is like you marrying 3 wives at the same time I am not a simple person" Trying to scare him away.. Still he ask me to just marry him and that if I don't like he can let me go.. Really gila!! (crazy) but actually I kind of suspected that he is married and I thank god for protecting me against all these nonsense. Well i know they can afford to have few wifes coz they run their own business but Its kind of ridiculours. But they respect me and we still friends.

Well i don't mind if one day after a few years when I ever got married and later my husband want to marry second one but that is the later part. But maybe two is enough more than that can be abit crowded. Don't you think!!!

TITAH SULTAN SELANGOR " Jangan Biadap'

Jangan biadab’
KENYATAAN AKHBAR KHAS PENEGASAN TERHADAP PERGOLAKAN POLITIK YANG BERLAKU DI NEGERI PERAK DARUL RIDZUAN
Perkembangan politik, peristiwa demonstrasi jalanan serta pertelingkahan antara pelbagai pihak, bersabit dengan pelantikan kerajaan baru negeri Perak baru-baru ini, yang sehingga membawa pada beberapa gelagat biadab terhadap DYMM Paduka Seri Sultan Perak, Sultan Azlan Shah, amat mendukacitakan dan mengecewakan beta Perkara ini lebih-lebih lagi dirasai oleh beta kerana DYMM Paduka Seri Sultan Perak adalah ayahanda saudara beta. Malah, keluarga diraja kedua-dua buah negeri ini mempunyai sejarah pertalian yang erat sehingga hari ini.
DYMM Paduka Seri Sultan Azlan Shah yang beta kenali adalah seorang tokoh yang tinggi ilmu serta pengalaman perkhidmatan perundangan dan kehakiman baginda, sesuai dengan kedudukan baginda sebelum ini sebagai mantan Ketua Hakim Negara. Baginda dan keluarga baginda juga mempunyai latar belakang serta kelayakan keilmuan yang cemerlang dan sangat peka pada kepentingan rakyat jelata, sehinggakan kebanyakan tindakan baginda akan bersandarkan pada budaya ilmu, pertimbangan syumul serta amalan bermusyawarah bersama pakar-pakar dalam mana-mana satu isu yang bersabit.
Apa yang kita dapat saksikan yang telah dan sedang berlaku semenjak minggu lalu di negeri Perak amat membimbangkan sesiapapun yang mengaku mencintai agama, bangsa, negara Malaysia, kestabilan, kesejahteraan, kemajuan, keselamatan dan masa depan kita bersama.
Kejahilan terhadap peruntukan undang-undang negeri dan persekutuan, ketaksuban terhadap pihak-pihak tertentu, kehilangan pertimbangan ketika emosi terganggu, keangkuhan yang membutakan diri terhadap hak dan kuasa DYMM Paduka Seri Sultan Perak, kebiadaban sebagai anak watan negeri Perak dan warga negara Malaysia serta mudahnya golongan-golongan tertentu terpedaya dengan budaya “mob" amat memalukan.
Bak kata pepatah, ketika peristiwa sebegini berlaku, “barulah kita kenal siapa kaca siapa permata”. Malah dapat juga kita menyelami jati diri pihak-pihak tertentu yang “marahkan nyamuk, kelambu yang dibakar”.
Beta ingin menasihati dengan penuh keikhlasan dengan mengambil kira kepentingan masa depan agama, bangsa dan negara tercinta kita. Janganlah kita mudah terpedaya dengan gelagat serta tindakan yang hanya akan mencemarkan martabat kita, mengundang risiko yang tinggi terhadap kemajuan kita, serta menghakis asas-asas kedaulatan negara ini dengan sifat-sifat keji seperti biadab, derhaka, angkuh, jahil ilmu dan kemaruk kuasa.
Kegawatan ekonomi yang semakin meruncingkan di peringkat global dan serantau menuntut kita supaya memantapkan perpaduan sesama kita walaupun ada perbezaan pendirian. Jangan sehingga nasi menjadi bubur, di mana terlajak kata boleh dimaafkan, tetapi terlajak perbuatan mungkin akan mengundang bencana.
Kepada mereka yang telah berkali-kali mencabar hak, peranan serta kedudukan yang telah dijamin melalui Perlembagaan Persekutuan, termasuk peranan institusi raja-raja, maka beta ingin menasihatkan supaya rakyat menggunakan pertimbangan dari akal fikiran yang waras sebelum mengambil sebarang tindakan.
Beta terus mendoakan agar Allah SWT akan terus memelihara kita bersama dan menganugerahkan kita dengan hati yang terang, jiwa yang tenang, fikiran yang tajam, perjalanan yang mudah, tindakan yang betul, perhubungan yang harmonis serta waja diri yang unggul untuk mengemudikan negara kita secara bersama dalam mengharungi proses kemajuan seterusnya.
(DULI YANG MAHA MULIA SULTAN SHARAFUDDIN IDRIS SHAH ALHAJ)SULTAN SELANGOR13 Februari 2009

I fully agree with the statement given"Titah" by Baginda Tuanku Sultan Sharaffudin, keputusan Baginda Sultan harus dihormati even rakyat or sesiapa sahaja tidak boleh menghalang atau mempertikaikannya because I am sure it is the best for the rakyat. Raja- raja adalah ketua negara dan kerana adanya kedaulatan mereka nasib orang melayu senantiasa terbela. Appreciate while you still have a Sultan yang berdaulat.

Daulat Tuanku,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY IN ADVANCE

Happy Valentines Day to everyone out there and also to my loved ones. I won't be celebrating but will be out tonite with some friends after looking at one property around Orchard Boulevard later this evening. Actually not in the mood but I have to do it..

Boyfriend? I have friends but my option still open so anytime anyday I met someone which I think is worth it insyaallah things will happened. Its not diffficult to be with a man if your not choosy like me, I am quite particular in someways because I want to be comfortable with someone that have a strong character at same time have got this great personality. I used to date a very handsome guy from KL and was actually engaged to him at one point. My friends and family especially the girls go ga ga over him. They say he looks like the kind of novel hero in " Mills n Boons" He was very sexy I can tell you and he knows what a woman actually wanted. He is a working professional driving a BMW at that time. I met him during a party in KL and during our second date he already proposed to me and you know what he can actually drive me back to Singapore from KL and drove back on the very same time. He was too madly in love with me I guess but I was worried afraid that he would get tired and something might happen to him on the road. I still remember when he send me to the doctor when I was having a fever. Basically he do anything for me but it didn't work out well I was getting abit too hard on him and so we split but after that he told our friends that he regret on what had happened. But after a few month I met another person so I kind of forget about him. But I really enjoy the relationship with this man because he loved me sincerely.

VICTORIA SECRETS COLLECTIONS

For Ladies only, I have always been greatest fan of Vistoria Secret's Lingerie its very feminine & sexy too you can log on to http://www.victoriasecret.com/ especially when valentines day is aound the corner maybe you can surprise your hubby or boyfriend after a romantic candle light dinner.

But usually I am a more cotton type of person but on special occasions can always consider a more lacey type of material.

SEXY DRESS

I am wearing a strapless dress today something like the one in picture to office and got alot of stares from the public. Well i know it is not appropriate to wear to office but basically I can tell you most of ladies working around this building dressing up like they going to a party instead of wearing something more decent. I have been surveying and since I already bought the dress so I just put it on today but to my surprise I actually attract more attention then any other ladies who actually wore the same. Well maybe is just the personality and the natural sexyness thats already in me hehehe!! :) But frankly speaking I feel naked right now and don't understand why some ladies will wear such thing to work well since i already bought the dress for quite sometime but never got the chance to wear it so I thought maybe I should put in on today coz I am just feeling sexy this morning.

TV3 report on Killing of Dogs & Cats

KL mayor to investigate TV3 report on inhumane killing of dogs and cats
By WANI MUTHIAH
Members of the public are crying foul over the way stray dogs and cats are allegedly killed at the the Kuala Lumpur City Hall (DBKL) animal pound in Setapak.
This is in reaction to the visuals shown over a TV3 programme 360° on Wednesday night.
The visuals which were captured with a hidden camera showed a pound worker dragging a dying dog with a loop around its neck.
To make matters worse, the “execution” was watched by another terrified dog waiting in line for its turn to be killed.
In the programme two people, who had brought the matter to the attention of the television station, said the dogs’ necks were fractured and cats were drowned or clobbered to death at the pound.
Independent animal rescuer Leigh Chen said her family had watched the programme after being alerted about it by a friend.
“My mother was in tears when she saw what was being done to the dog. She couldn’t believe that such methods were allowed at a government pound,’’ added a distraught Chen.
Clarance C. R. Chua, of the Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better project, said he failed to understand why the workers had resorted to such barbaric methods.
“The only reason I can think off is that they must have done so to save cost from having to buy the drugs and apparatus needed to euthanise these animals,’’ he added.
He said it was shameful that Malaysians could stoop so low to subjugate defenseless animals to such torture.
(The Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better project is a canine welfare initiative launched by non-profit and non-governmental organisation Community Development and Integration Initiative.)
Meanwhile, when contacted Kuala Lumpur mayor Datuk Ahmad Fuad Ismail said he would not condone such cruelty.
“I will talk to my officers and ask them to investigate the matter.
“And if I catch the people who had allegedly killed the cats and dog at the pound so cruelly, I will duly deal with them,’’ said an enraged Ahmad Fuad.
He said the right procedure was to euthanise stray cats and dogs intravenously as opposed to wringing or breaking their necks.
“If the pound had run out of the drugs needed for euthanasia, they should keep the dogs and feed them until the drugs arrive,’’ added Ahmad Fuad.
Meanwhile, Deputy Federal Territories Minister Datuk M. Saravanan said he was shocked with the revelation and added that the alleged culprits were not DBKL workers.
“The job to round up the strays have been outsourced to the DBKL’s appointed agents,’’ said Saravanan.
He said the allegations were serious and urged concerned members of the public and eye witnesses to lodge official complaints with his ministry.
“We will definitely deal with the matter accordingly as we will not tolerate such cruelty,’’ he added

I watch this on TV3 last night and really disgusted on what they actually did to the animals, ia benar benar tak berhati perut. Animals need to live not only human. Dunia ini bukan untuk manusia sahaja ia juga untuk haiwan, mereka berhak untuk meneruskan kehidupan mereka. Sedih saya melihat kucing & anjing ditangkap dan dikurung lalu menunggu untuk dibunuh, lihatlah mata mata sayu mereka, mereka tak bisa bercakap kalau mereka boleh bercakap dengan manusia sudah tentu mereka merayu supaya mereka tak dibunuh begitu kejam. Apa salah mereka? It is really inhuman i am glad that the TV station actually did the investigation.

I suggest those stray cats & dogs should be put in a proper home for the animals there is no need to even put them to sleep. They can actually get some donations or funds from the goverment, public or animal lovers to maintain their everyday cost. Even putting such animal to sleep is still a cruel thing to do unless maybe they suffered some major illness then maybe we should consider. In my opinion the one that should be put to sleep are those human with mental illness (orang gila) or killers (pembunuh) because they are more harmfull to the public.

PROPERTIES -ANY TAKERS

CLUSTER HOUSE CHANCERY GROVE

GOODCLASS BANGALOW

CHANEL HANDBAGS

I have always love Chanel handbags especially the Classic 2.55 model. I used to own one before and bought it at 2.4K it was black in colour. But I sold it off and regret it :(

Its Just ME

I don't like to be hypocrite, If I am not happy with way things are I will definitely voice out, but some people might not able to take it. But it is for their own good at least they know what they did wrong & mistakes and will try to improve for the better. I am not that perfect too but normally I will sit down & figure out if it is the correct thing to do. I normally don't just jump to conclusions. Also it is important to think before we say anything because it is not wise to hurt anyone. harus menjaga hati orang orang sekeliling kita, also theres a saying terlajak perahu boleh gostan but if terlajak kata sudah tentu tidak bisa berbuat apa apakan. Walaupun kita minta maaf it is still not the same, but to all my friends who read this if I ever made any unreasonable comment please forgive me and please tell me if your not happy.

My Companies Lunch Treat at NUSS CLUB

That's me without make up only lipstick

Joyce & Angie

My Boss Alex Kliegl, Patrick and Adrian (he is wipping is mouth)

Adrian talking to our colleague from Hamburg

T Three beautiful ladies Ms Grace, Rita Melati and Michelle (hiding one corner)