Happy Mothers Day Mum

I would like to wish my dearest Mother a Happy Mothers day... My mother is very different from any mothers out there. A very difficult person to please my cousins all knows about my mum's character sometimes they symphatize me. She makes me do things her way and she will always checked with who Im out with, she do scan my friends too. Maybe because Im the only daughter so cant blame her for being over protective. She is not only my mother she is also a good friend she saw me laugh, cry, happy or sad and if I have any problem that I cant solve normally I will ask her for a solutions and she did give me good advice.....When I was a little girl mum always showered me with expensive gives but at the same times she makes sure Im not spoiled. Ever once when she was admitted to hospital I was all alone I cried and afraid of something might happen to her. As I walked out from the hospital I cried & sat down didnt know what to do I felt lost suddenly theres an old lady came to me she sat by my side & start chatting with me, she ask me to have lunch with her and I did. Seriously Im not sure where the aunty came from but I was touched at the time when I needed someone to talk too Allah swt sent someone. My cousin ramai but as usual tak mahu menyusahkan sesiapa coz I know god will always be there for me. When I was admitted to hospital & felt sick my mum was the one who's been there. She never sleep always wakes up & make sure Im alright. Itulah kasih ibu tiada siapa yang boleh menandinginya.

My mum is very fierce well lets jus say it runs in the family... Jus like my late grandfather no one dares to do anything funny. Me & mum always argue with each other on certain things but after that we become best of friends. I am taking care of her now even though there are time she make me stress... selalu tanya bila kau nak kahwin umur kau dah berapa aku dah tua nak ada cucu.... alamak pening kepala..

Sebagai seorang anak yang baik kita harus senantiasa mendoakan Ibu dan senantiasa memohon agar segala dosa dosa kita dan ibu senantiasa diampunkan Allah SWT. I Love you Mama.... Insyaallah satu hari nanti akan ku bawa mu ke tanah suci Mekah.. amin..

KIDNAPPED

When I read about kids being kidnapped, tortured and abused by people whom they know or they not know it reminds me of my own life threatening story. When I was about 16 Ive been kidnapped by a man who use to come to shop where I worked during my school holidays I was supposed to be home by 10 pm but didnt get there. Was told by the investigator that a couple planned to kidnapped me and they spiked my drink. The next thing I knew when I open my eyes I was in their and I felt like throwing up so I quickly rush to the toilet. In the house I saw a woman but I was too drowsy to notice anything but he then let me sleep in the living room and I kept telling them I wanna go home my parents is waiting for me. They jus ignore me I was feeling very scared and I cried & cried. Masa itu Allah swt sahaja yang tahu perasaan saya terkenangkan Ibu...

At this time my parents went searching for me everywhere they report to the police and a few of my abang saudara (cousins) actually started calling their group of friends to try to locate me everywhere. I ada ramai abang saudara few of them police inspector. At this time all of them including my mum my aunty & uncles semua tak tidur kerana mereka risau kan saya. Malam sudah semakin larut tepat pukul 3 pagi seluruh keluarga Bapa saudara saya mengambil air sembahayang dan solat hajat. At that moment the men who kidnapped me & the lady already felt asleep and me too but eventually dengan juasa Allah swt berkat doa Bapa Saudara saya dan keluarga saya, saya terjaga dan perlahan lahan bangun dan menuju ke pintu untuk membuka pintu but when I went to open the door the gate was locked. Pintu pagar nya di mangga saya sempat mencari cari kunci didalam rumah itu dan saya lihat dia letakkan di atas peti TV, so I took the key but key tu ada banyak I panic coz takut mereka terbangun dan menghalang saya. dengan tidak membuang masa saya cuba sekali membuka tapi tak berjaya menggigil gigil tangan saya kedua kali pun tak berjaya tapi dengan kuasa Allah ketiga kalinya I manage to open the locked.. Alhamdulilah, saya pun apa lagi terus lari keluar dengan kaki ayam tidak sempat mencari kasut but before that I saw he put the money beside the keys at that moment I teringat juga nak naik taxi so I jus took the cash coz i couldnt find my wallet. Saya pun menahan taxi dan terus pulang kerumah ibu saudara menangis nangis at that time its already near to 6 am... my aunty menangis melihat dan terus memeluk saya. My parents jangan cakaplah mereka bersyukur I manage to escaped. The next day we made a police report and I had to go to the hospital for check my parents got call in & the doctors told them they lucky that I was not harmed at all not sure what is their intention probably nak jual I kat luar negara. if not because of solat hajat that was done by my family members tak mungkin saya berada disini. Mungkin juga dengan my family background yang memang kuat agama yang salah satu sebab mereka tidak bisa berbuat tidak baik but Alhamdulilah saya bersyukur dan kerana peristiwa itu jugalah membawa saya berhati hati dengan manusia sekeliling..